I have a journal....

www.livejournal.com/users/dontwannafeel

why do I have a blog spot too?

dang stress

There isn't much to say I'm pretty busy, working two jobs, trying to work out once in awhile to stay in shape more, trying to see my horse, and trying to keep my pooches occupied.

I also need a roommate for September 1st as Geordy is moving out to live with his girlfriend. The place is great, big, has a fenced in backyard, CENTRAL AIR, has a brand new dishwasher, brand new stove/fridge/ brand new kitchen, new bathroom, hardwood floors, rent is 230$ plus bills, which including internet comes to no more than 300$ a month, not bad at all! We are clean girls who just need a roomie to be in the extra bedroom starting sept 1st. Have any more questions email me shantivadnais@yahoo.com or call 803-4744. come on by, and please tell your friends cause we need someone for Sept 1st.

August long I'm going out to brandon, I'm meeting Kris, then we are biking to riding mountain and camping and going swimming. It will be the last time I see him before he goes to Africa for 5 weeks. Swimming, camping, and biking...it doesn't get much better than that.


alright later.

update

-my laptop is sorta working again. WOO! I missed it so much. i tell ya two months without a laptop sucks ass. -My little sister Tina went back to toronto for the summer, I miss her a ton already. It sucks without her here. -After work today I rearranged my livingroom. It was frustrating since there aren't many options. Yet I like to switch it up once in awhile, gives the house a new feeling, kinda like I just moved in. It's nice. Makes it feel all brand new again. -There is a situation that I honestly thought was done and over with and now it is seemingly back and I am not sure what to make of it. I'm confused yet Happy; and completely not sure what to think or say. Its a very wierd and complicated situation and it bums me out that I don't know what the outcome of this all will be. I guess thats life though. I just wish I knew so I knew what to do about it all.

way I are

So this past week has been kinda crazy. I started a 2nd job. I’m back at petland part time; just about 10-18 hours a week. Alan called me a few weeks ago asking me to come back cause in his words "he needed someone who knew what they were doing". It was perfect timing since I wanted a 2nd job for the summer to save up. Sold a dog on my first day. yay. I really need it so I can get some extra cash to save up for the motorcycle course I’m taking in august as well as all the vet bills I have for Tia’s injured hoof.

I can’t ride her for at least a month, her soles are very thin and her hoof is so worn down it hurts her to walk on anything. She can’t get shod (putting shoes on her) till her hoof grows in more, which could take a minimum of a month. I feel so bad for my poor horse. She can barely walk on gravel, she limps a lot and it hurts her just to walk over a few feet of gravel. She has to stay on soft mud and grass at all times till her hoof grows in more. I miss my horse; I haven’t seen her since Sunday. Since she is at birds hill I don’t get to see her as often. It is 30 minutes away and gas is so darn expensive. Hopefully I get to see her tomorrow after work or Sunday after work. I also barely get to see her because I work alot of evening shifts and thats the only time I can go out and see her.

An old co worker of mine started a group on facebook specifically designed to bash me, it was quite ridiculous to be honest. Being that it all started because she was angry I took pictures with her baby and posted them on facebook. They were completely innocent pictures.; some of me holding him and others of Christie and Bryson holding him. I thought he was soo adorable so I took a few pics and posted them on facebook after the dad of the baby told me to specifically post them on facebook for the mom to see as she would love to see them. Well the mom of this child, who is an old co worker of mine, turned out to be a complete psycho. She was so angry about the pictures it was ridiculous. She even started an entire facebook community just to talk shit on me, it was so stupid. Luckily she took the outrageous facebook group down today.



Adios. Shawni