20's
so I haven't updated this thing in forever. I write most of my stories in an actual diary that I keep by my bed. Its pink and has a puppy on it. It's almost full. I have three pages to fill and then its time to start another one. I enjoy starting new ones, it feels like I'm starting over again. I probably have up to 10 full books now. I have no idea what I'll do with them. I enjoy looking back on them though and seeing how far I've come.
I hate winnipeg. Summer here has been ok. Nothing spectacular has happened so far and I'm hoping that'll change soon. I might be going to Singapore, maybe India. For now I do know for sure that I'm going to San Diego in October. Fun, but not far enough. Spain's 'running with the bulls 2009' in Pamplona has just ended. I wish I went. I want to go to Spain and run with the bulls. I think in 2010 I'll finally do it.
I've been saving. I have no idea what for. I can never decide between school and travel. I'm torn.
What do I do?
I see some of my friends married, settled down and with babies. Sometimes 2% of me wants that. I envy their comfort. Then I have weekends like I did July long and I remember that being single and responsibility free is the way to be at 25. I don't get it. What is the rush? Why is everyone getting married and having babies in their 20's? We have the rest of our lives to do that. Why waste our twenties being stuck at home putting children to bed. Don't get me wrong, if thats a choice you made, then great! Good for you! I'm happy for you! Some of my best friends have made that decision and they couldn't be happier. It just isn't for me at this time; thats what my 30's are for.
Being major responsibility free has its advantages. I went to country fest two weeks ago. It was a very last minute decision. I wasn't going to go. Then I realised that I won't be young for the rest of my life. I'm only 25. Now is my time to have fun and party. Now is my time to make irresponsible decisions. Who knows when I won't be able to make them anymore.
I love being able to take off whenever I choose. I am enjoying my freedom. I live for spontaneity.
I hate winnipeg. Summer here has been ok. Nothing spectacular has happened so far and I'm hoping that'll change soon. I might be going to Singapore, maybe India. For now I do know for sure that I'm going to San Diego in October. Fun, but not far enough. Spain's 'running with the bulls 2009' in Pamplona has just ended. I wish I went. I want to go to Spain and run with the bulls. I think in 2010 I'll finally do it.
I've been saving. I have no idea what for. I can never decide between school and travel. I'm torn.
What do I do?
I see some of my friends married, settled down and with babies. Sometimes 2% of me wants that. I envy their comfort. Then I have weekends like I did July long and I remember that being single and responsibility free is the way to be at 25. I don't get it. What is the rush? Why is everyone getting married and having babies in their 20's? We have the rest of our lives to do that. Why waste our twenties being stuck at home putting children to bed. Don't get me wrong, if thats a choice you made, then great! Good for you! I'm happy for you! Some of my best friends have made that decision and they couldn't be happier. It just isn't for me at this time; thats what my 30's are for.
Being major responsibility free has its advantages. I went to country fest two weeks ago. It was a very last minute decision. I wasn't going to go. Then I realised that I won't be young for the rest of my life. I'm only 25. Now is my time to have fun and party. Now is my time to make irresponsible decisions. Who knows when I won't be able to make them anymore.
I love being able to take off whenever I choose. I am enjoying my freedom. I live for spontaneity.
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